6 months…:

6 months and I haven’t posted. I also haven’t changed. I’ve found old notebooks I journaled in. I read old blogs I posts. Lord have mercy I’m just bipolar as I don’t know what. Lol

I guess medicine doesn’t really help me. I’m on trileptal. I became toxic to lithium. Weird. I get a stoned feeling off of trileptal. I guess that’s nice. πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

I don’t think I’ll ever not be bipolar. I am who I am. I guess I just have to embrace it. However as life goes on I’ve learned to recognize my symptoms of mania vs. depression more and more. I just wish I could recognize it a little better in the moment.

Christmas is here. I love Christmas time. People become more giving. A little happier. It’s always nice. Since I feed off of others emotions.

I don’t know why I stopped blogging. It def helped me. Maybe I’ll start again. I don’t know.

Well…. laters I guess. πŸ™‚πŸ™ƒ ❀️

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Author: mzbipolarbear

I have BPD. I am a Christian. I have conversations with myself. I also answer myself. I hate sauerkraut. I love peanut butter. I love the color pink. I hate to swim. I detest the sound a cockroach makes when you squish it. I don't like the word "moist". I forgive everyone. I love playing Elder Scrolls online. On Xbox one. GT is MzBipolarBear. What what!!!!!! β€πŸ‘πŸΌ

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