CBD is a yes for meΒ 

Day 3. The bodies are starting to stink. Just kidding.  But I betcha I got someone’s attention. 😝 anywho day three of the CBD oil. Still no headaches. I had a set of anxiety today but my ears got clogged for some random reason causing severe pressure so I assumed it was something else wrong with my brain. πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ 

My hubby calls me a hypochondriac. He’s kinda right. Well I don’t think there’s things wrong with me. I freak out there may be. Is that the same thing!? I don’t know. But anywho. The CBD oil has been wonderful. God is amazing as always. I’m excited for the oral CBD oil to come tomorrow. 

Ps. The clogged sinuses were from blowing the vape through my nose. lol apparently I have super skinny sinus ducts. πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈ #lessonlearned My Indian name shall be “blow through mouth” 

Laters. ❣️

πŸ™ŒπŸΌ Day 2 of CBD πŸ™ŒπŸΌ

Ok so this morning and throughout th  day I have been taking CBD oil through the vape. I feel amazing. I feel stress free, happy, no headaches, calm and just amazing. Praise the Lord. I give thanks to the Lord first because I got down on my knees last night and cried after my last blog and begged for Mercy for pain releif. πŸ™πŸΌ

I don’t know if it’s the placebo effect or if it’s the CBD itself but I feel awesome today. Everyone else has even commented on how I am acting and I seem more relaxed. I give it to God first though. Because He is the one that made this happen. He created the plant. He created the people that cultivated the plant and those that found Out what CBDs do. 

Thank you Father. Please allow this to continue. 

Laters. πŸ’•
Ps. If you’re still skeptical of what marijuana and hemp can do please take the blinders off and for one second look past what it does to you. Yes people get high from it but it has so many medicinal properties and reasons behind it also!!! 

CBD might be for me…..

So I’ve been miserable. For over a month now. I started with headaches over a month ago that gradually increased to migraines. I guess I have a moderate to small amount of stress but extremely high anxiety. I count two anxiety attacks within the last month and a half. It’s been a rough few weeks. The migraines are horrible. I’m deathly afraid I have a tumor. “it’s not a tumor”  I’ve been wanting to use that. Anyways.
 All jokes aside I’ve been to the doctor and then the ER. The migraines won’t subside. But they aren’t always migraines. They’re tension headaches, stress headaches and also anxiety headaches. Doc said it was stress and allergies. ER said it was a combo of it all. Chiropractor says it’s my back. So I got adjusted. Have to do these Exercises for “upper cross” as he called it. Computer or Tech neck.

 Apparently it’s society today. I sit at a conputer for 8 hours. Then I did 4 years of schoolwork. I played video games and have an iPad and a cell phone. My own fault. Anywho. So after like six prescriptions, a call to the neurologist (who isn’t available until September) im laying here with a splitting headache. I’ve been taking magnesium, Omega-3, imitrex and muscle relaxers as neeed and the typical naproxen or excedrin migraine. Still hours later a headache. I literally want to rip my skull off. It’s horrible. 

Me being me, googled other treatments.  I can’t smoke weed anymore. I have anxiety attacks. No matter the strain or the type. I’ve tried both sativas and indicas as well as hybrid. All good grade stuff. Even Reggie is out of the question. CBD for anxiety. So side note, I’m praying it’s still not a tumor but I’m pretty sure it’s my anxiety. It’s ridiculous. I start to hyperventilate for no reason. 

So I bought a bottle of CBD oil tonight. I think it’s only like 100mg which is a lower dosage but I can work my way up. I bought the vape juice instead of the edibles. Just because I don’t trust endibles from a tobacco store. Lol  r commended dosage is 20mg to start. My husband filled up the tank and I puffed away. Now I know I don’t get high. That’s why I wanted it. And I’ve read I won’t feel the effects of CBD immediately as most don’t but over time it will show. 
However after a long day of anxiety and headaches I started to feel relaxed and the headaches was there but more tolerable. I must have taken 15 hits before anything. I got giggly but could be the placebo effect. But I stopped. An hour later boom. Massive headache back and even worse. So I said ok a few puffs and I’m going to bed. Well there’s nothing major happening yet but I have my hopes high. I felt a small effect from a small dosage so who knows what the higher dosages will do. 100mg is very low dose but if I start low I might not need as much as long as it’s a constant. We shall see. 

Say some prayers for me that this helps anxiety because I hate medicine and that the headaches ceases immediately. Love you guys that actually read these. 

Laters. πŸ’š (because green is appropriate right now πŸ˜‰)

Being let down…

Give it to God, Let it go.

Sometimes the ones you love are the ones that have a tendency to let you down. It hurts right? It’s rough. You expect those that are close to never do that to you. You expect more. We feel betrayed and hurt and left out and unloved. 

I have two options at this point. I can hold a grudge, remain mad 😑 and hold ill feelings inside. It makes you feel angry holding onto it. It makes you feel upset and for me it produces anxiety. Or I can chose the other option; I can give it to God and let it go. I have taken care of it myself. I have asked Him to help me let it go and allow the just to he treated fairly. Sometimes it’s hard to let it go. Trust me. Letting it go is much healthier both mentally and physically and emotionally than not letting it go. 

So if you hold ill feelings towards another for being wronged, let it go. 

🎼 🎀🎡🎢 ❄️❄️ Let it Go, Let it go. Can’t hold it back anymore. β„οΈβ„οΈπŸŽΆπŸŽ΅

Laters. πŸ’™πŸ’œ